I am scared, scared and tired. Not scared of a person or thing but I am scared of life in particular. I’ll be 19 this year September and I have nothing to be proud of or even show for. I have not been told yet but I feel like I’m an absolute failure. I didn’t ask for any of this man, didn’t ask to be here. Wish I could go to sleep and just never ever open these eyes of mine ever again. I suck at everything. I worry a lot. What if I later amount to nothing after all this fucking shit I’ve been through. Fuck my life for real