As a 24y/o girl I’m going numb, I’m losing my mind slowly. I’ll be passing out from NYSC next month and where I am was provided by my ppa (school). I’ve saved #500k from my allowee, since I got here I’ve been house haunting in Ajah, like the 3rd month in & I’m yet to get any at my budget even shared 😭💔. Why me. I’d love to go back home but that’s not an option, things aren’t good at all. I’m the last and I’m trying for myself. I woke up so overwhelmed and 😔 sad, God please help me, I’m not even talking about the being jobless scare I do have. Gosh I’m getting sick.
in Confession
Connotare 
You saved 500k from allawee? Lmaooo girl you rockkkkk! I haven’t heard that before so I give you the credits! Also you should take it easy with yourself and know you have tried your absolute best(doesn’t mean you cannot do more) and it’s just the ill economy of the nation.
also you must have the awareness that 90% of Nigerians cannot save 500k from their allawee. Being aware of this gives your mind, yourself and body credits and acknowledgment. This is the first step to pushing such negative feelings away and also creating a new feeling of gratitude which gives your mind a level of peace which then makes everything unfold in your favor. “A moving Man must always meet his luck”! Keep going girl but never let such negative energy cloud your mind for long! Also, I must commend you on leaving your comfort zone and not wanting to go back irrespective of the not-so-good situation you are having, this is the first step to achievement! This is something a high amount of people do not do. You got this stranger!🚀