I’ve never been this lonely before, i don’t know why males aren’t looking my way 😔. I crave the love and affection from the masculine gender 😔😂 which is weird. I think it’s time i take matters into my hands and befriend a guy but it’s just difficult because I’m in the US army and with what’s happening in the world 🥲, there’s this guy i’ve been plotting on, idk if he likes me or not, tho he hasn’t showed me he doesn’t but i don’t want to shoot my shot because of embarrassment, because this is someone i see everyday. Tired of touching myself, want a man to touch me, i’ve missed the feeling, haven’t been intimate with a man this year🥲😞