I just realized after two years that I was never physically attracted to my wife and I never will. She’s a wonderful human but she doesn’t appeal to my eyes. The reason we got married is because she knows how to make me happy. First she’s the direct opposite of my type which I’m not sure how to feel now, second my wife doesn’t look good. She’s not even near pretty. I am a very fine and attractive man to be clear. I don’t see myself having children with her Mehn. I don’t want to lose her either.
in Confession