Ever since I was 5 till now I’m 25years old, my mum has been sick not malaria but a quite different sickness that seems like convulsion but it’s not. It starts from her making sounds then she raises herself and hits the floor, wall. She just wants to bang her head somewhere and she gets very strong each time she’s having such attacks. It happened 2years ago and it just happened last week, same last week I dreamt I lost my mum 💔I prayed about it I cried. Lately I go through her pictures and I’m just having the feeling in my heart like I’m mourning her. Like I’ve lost her. I am not happy, I feel really sad and helpless, I can’t even help. I wish I could do something different for my Mother. My mom trained I and my siblings in school, she’s married but she carried both roles, she was never lazy amidst her sickness. God heal my mummy!