Fast is going well, and Iโm grateful. When my husband started his fast, I supported him by abstaining the first week. After we were intimate once, he said it made his fast harder because he couldnโt stop thinking about us, me the next day I felt distracted and guilty. Now heโs decided no intimacy until the fast ends. I understand and respect it, but I still really want him. He even avoids eye contact, saying I give him fuck me eyes, yet he always wants to be close to me, hug me, lay on me. Itโs just that I am honoring God because i know how much hes been working on his spiritual journey, he knows what laying on me does to me, if not I would have slept with him by now ๐
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