I’ve come to the realization that the only thing I need is for someone else to fuck my brains out. I wasn’t even this obsessed with this guy when we started this friends with benefits in 2020, it was purely casual until 2023 .and since 2023 I have been having lesser and lesser sex. This February would have made it 1 year of celibacy if I hadn’t met up with him in December last year. I’m not in love with that mofo, I just need to get intoxicatedly laid the way he does it. But I just can’t find someone worth it. Every guy that moves to me is just blah! Rich o, handsome o, nothing just tickles my fancy God abeg!