I lost my cousin, received a call on 30th December, morning that he’s dead. I cried, I’m serving in Lagos and won’t be attending his burial. I’ve been in shock still finding it difficult to say rip💔. I miss him so dearly, growing up he was my favorite cousin. It hurts me more each time I look at his pictures because we haven’t seen/talked for almost 6yrs😭 and late last year I kept seeing him view my profile on TikTok but we never talked. Now I understand when they say let people know you miss/love them while they’re living. I can’t believe I’ll never see him here again. I don’t know how to grieve, right now I’m doing everything but grieve. I just feel heavy in my heart, random tears. It is well. Just 31