For the longest time I’ve been depressed, I always hear you’re so beautiful, you’re this and that but finding a relationship that is everything I want is harder than finding an Indian man that cannot dance. When I finally do the one, they’re either in a relationship that’s going through a rough patch and I don’t want anyone to use me to hold body or they’re just not in a space to go into a relationship right now. It kinda became a national anthem hearing “ I like you but we can’t be together” “ I like you but let’s go with the flow” “ I like you but…..” The buts just never ends. Maybe love isn’t for me anymore but what’s supper annoying is having a sexy body and I kinda think that’s why I can’t find true love because when they see me the thought of love leaves