My fiancé whom I dated for 2 years and got engaged, we were together for 3 years, caught her cheating on me, I forgive her and still she broke up with me. I loved her with every fiber of my being. How do I move on from this. How do I heal. I just want to sleep and not wake up to numb this pain. I’m stressed, I miss her so much. I’m depressed and suicidal, I don’t know what to do