I love her deeply. Since March, this year has been a rollercoaster for us. She gets upset over little things, and last week she went to a wedding without telling me. We joked about it at first, but later I only asked for clarity about where I stand with her, and everything blew up. What hurt the most was hearing her say she doesn’t owe me communication. I’ve been working on myself, working out and focusing on fx but she’s the one I love with my whole heart. I’m still trying to fix things and I hope she forgives me. I really miss her.