Everyone thought i didn’t love her, she also doubted most of the times but whose fault certainly not hers, I’m probably just incapable of loving the way she wants or just unworthy of her love. Well also not my fault because wtf did y’all expect from someone that almost died in a crash, got stabbed in the back by people I trusted, got shot twice and still survived, she probably guessed how much of a narcissist I can be it was born out of experience definitely not a childhood trait because I think I loved the idea of love back then. Hmmmmm she said she wanted to change me, how’d you do that when you never bothered to ask what the root of the problem was, well your gender was a very long time ago, hence why I treat people as guilty until proven innocent, I hope for the best from people and also expect the worst, every single piece I wrote for and about her shows how genuine and sincere I was with my feelings and I’m glad I could express my love that way, it was the easiest way for me. I know I could have tried better and harder but it doesn’t matter anymore she left to find the love she deserves. More love less ego, more peace of mind.