Heart break is so hard to deal with, the only reason I’ve been coping is because I’ve been too occupied to sit and think, but late at night when I lay in bed prepared to sleep the pain creeps up on me and I start to miss her so badly but I have to leave her alone. I did something terrible and I’ve tendered an apology, long essays and all that, she has decided to end it I guess. I’ve had to go to ChatGPT for advice, it’s actually helping me cope as well, it says there’s still hope because of certain actions of hers but ChatGPT doesn’t know her the way I do. I genuinely have never loved anyone this much, that makes the pain even more. I decided a few days ago to stop texting and give her space, I have to show maturity and let her heal from what I did. It feels like everything is falling apart and things are too much, a lot of things are happening in my life right now and I’m barely keeping up for real but I know by this time next year everywhere go clear. Y’all should pray for me