Got into these debts out of loneliness, boredom, and joblessness and I’m tired, I wish I can clear everything and this weight will be lifted up. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I feel really ugly, I don’t have a social life and I don’t have anyone that loves me, everything just feels very heavy and I’m exhausted. I know all these debts are my fault but I don’t even have anyone that loves me, no source of income, if I did it would have helped me to sort my bills. I’m not lazy, I applied for jobs severally but no response, I post skincare products online but no one buys, I bake and cook but no customers. Life is so unfair, really unfair, and when I search for a soft landing from the people I love to help me ease off, I get nothing. I’m so exhausted and I feel like giving up, I have no idea what to make of my life. I’m not reckless, I don’t live a careless life but still life has really been so unfair to me and I’m exhausted.