I’m an orphan, I don’t have friends, genuine ones. The one’s I do have I think are jealous of my little success and like to make me feel less of myself. I’m thinking about cutting everybody off and starting a new life somewhere. I have some work contacts and I’ll prolly keep those. I’m rediscovering myself right now, I want to redefine myself when I’m done with my rediscovery phase. Lost myself in my past relationship with my ex and friendships and I need to know who I am, I feel so lost. I’ll be fine eventually.