I’m genuinely tired of my relationship it’s been 4 months of dating and I could feel emotional and mental exhaustion. I really don’t know who to talk about it to, sometimes I feel he is ashamed of me or hiding me. When I talk about it, it feels like I’m bringing up problems, or comparing (he calls it competition) i really wish I could keep this one. Looked like it was going to work from the start. Ps: it’s not even about money or any special benefits from him