My man is really good and kind to me but he’s a very distant person. He’s not physically or emotionally available for me. I’ve been trying to accept it but it’s getting so worse now. He barely reply’s my texts, just occasional calls here and there. I can’t remember the last time we went out or did something together, it’s been months. He claims he’s always busy but I don’t understand what kind of busy will make him so distant from me because his job isn’t that rigid. I really envy people that get to spend time with their boyfriend. I feel so jealous anytime I’m around my friends and their man is calling or texting them, me I can’t relate. I’ve communicated how lonely I feel in our relationship countless times but no changes. I’m starting to have doubts maybe he’s cheating on me, but then he sends me money and supports my business all the time. I love him but I’m so tired of feeling alone. I’m 25 and I’m starting to think I don’t want to spend the rest of my life with him because how will marriage be if I’m already feeling this way. Or is he really that busy and I am being selfish. Is this enough grounds for a breakup or will I just fuck myself up more .
in Confession