Hmmm! 2025 has been an amazingly chaotic. I spent the early parts of the year chasing the bag and it seemed like the closer I got, the farther it went from me. Then this caused problems in my relationship. My girlfriend broke up with me since August and I haven’t been myself since then. I see myself thinking about her every morning and night. It is hard. I got together with someone and it don’t work because it was obvious my heart was somewhere else. Now I have the money, and I think about this girl. I genuinely don’t know if I wish her well or not, I just know I get numb thinking about this. Breakups are hard. Damn!