I’m currently serving in a school, I don’t like it and I tried changing it but I was scammed. Lately the kids are getting on my nerves, I end up hitting them and feeling bad. Most times when I do it’s because I couldn’t hold it anymore and I don’t strike from anger, some end up getting injured and I’ll leave after my period with them to go to a corner to cry. I feel real bad, this makes me question myself every day do I want kids. I dislike how manipulative they are. (I don’t think I want kids).