Guys my family is so weird, my parents are so disappointing especially my dad, my mom did her best as a mom. Now I’m grown adding to the things I’ve known and connected the dots. God help me this people are crazy. I see people complaining of their family, I wish we could drop voice notes. You’ll hear a lot. My father mentality is 0. My mom did the providing from 2005-till date, the one I can remember & she still complain bitterly and never want to leave. Everyday I question my mentality and each call I receive I was hoping it’s them getting a divorce but that’s not it, it’s new matter arising. We are just 3 siblings, not like we’re much yet it feels like they’re providing basic necessities for 8. Oh lord! Wetin be this. I get cold feet to go home because there’s no home! Since 2015 we left north to east, our family house has been kpako in a market place. (my mom made sure while we were in school we stayed in our individual house rent paid we attended different high institution) till this year my mom raised money for rent, rent which was secured. My dad refused to leave that place, he said staying there is better because no much bills to pay. My Dad is lazy and laid back. I wish my mom left earlier before now, this man has dragged her to gutter, everyday I’m fighting inside me for a change. I’m serving in Lagos and squatting, can barely feed from #77k. I’ve been thinking after service what’s next, mind you I have 7months in. I’m the last daughter. God please help my life💔. I’m tearing up putting this down. Life is so cruel. This is why I detest humans who bring new offspring to this world without planning or future. If I could write more I would, this has to be a documentary