Today is my 25th birthday, I was excited about it a month ago until I found out I was pregnant this month and first trimester can be hell so I’ve been so sick. Anyways every year on my birthday my family never wishes me a happy birthday unless I call them to inform them and that’s just it, nothing more. My husband didn’t remember my birthday was today until past 8 this morning and that’s only because I set a reminder on his phone which prompted him to remember and all he said when he came to my room was happy birthday, no razzle dazzle about it just there. I and my closest friend haven’t been on speaking terms lately but even if we were, I doubt she’d remember either. Nobody is ever really excited about my birthday which is why I don’t ever want to celebrate it or post about it. I can’t wait for my kids to grow up so I can have people who are genuinely excited to celebrate things with me.
in Confession