I’ve felt distant from God for a while, but today I went on my knees and prayed sincerely for forgiveness. Just later that day, I found out that a man (married to a whitie) who I’ve always had something with was also showing interest in my colleague, which really hurt me. Then I also discovered that another guy I thought I could have a future with is married to a white woman again and has two females he professes love to. One of the girls messaged me. To top it off, an important work project I had done was raised again for me to redo. All of this happened on the same day I returned to God, and it made me wonder if He’s angry with me.