Well sometime ago I thought I fell out of love for my woman then the attitude thing and all that not-healthy situation started raising. I literally pushed her and told her to go fuck someone else or have something with someone maybe we can get over each other. I constantly pressured her to, any small conversation I have brought up the idea. Many months later, it eventually happened and I thought I could handle it but I’m dying inside. The only woman I trusted betrayed me and I caused it maybe. I don’t have a better word to express how I feel. Well wish her & myself the best as we move forward.