I asked for a break from him to think about myself and the relationship. He doesn’t cheat nor physically violent but a part of me feels something I am yet to narrow down. My youngest sister whom I usually talk to, I noticed how rude she became recently. She once said I say nothing reasonable, I lost myself since then. It’s just inner tears and this space is small that I can’t type my feelings here. I just want to ghost the whole world except my Mum. She is the reason why I am not suihcidal.