I’m never going to forgive my father, that “forgive your father you don’t know when he’s going to leave earth” bullshit don’t move me. He was a terrible man, raped all the house helps that stayed with us, beat my mum any chance he gets, really don’t know why she didn’t poison him, used all his money to follow other women, now people are telling me forgive him that I’ll be a father one day and I won’t want my children to hate me. Well they won’t hate me because I’ll be a better man than that Godforsaken man