I’ve been single for so long, no relationship at all. Then I met this guy online, he’s cute, definitely my type. But he made it clear he only wants friendship, nothing more. Deep down, I know I should walk away but I’m not going anywhere. Truth is, I want to sleep with him. He might think he’s using me, but honestly, I just want to finally let go of this virgin tag. A virgin at 30—someone once said it’s not about pride, just lack of opportunity, and I agree. I know this might end in tears, but still, just but