I recently met this girl, at first I wasn’t available for anything, i am her direct boss so we work together and spend time together. I started liking her personality, found myself smiling when we discuss, I’ve not told her how I feel yet because I think it’s too soon. She’s clean, smells nice and so matured. One day she told me she has an appointment and won’t be coming to work the next day, why do I feel jealous and unhappy all of a sudden, I can’t help but imagine she’s going to be with a man, I am imagining a lot in my head, I should be that man. I want her to be by my side all the time. I wasn’t prepared for this at all. 50% of me wishes I never met her and the other 50% will do anything to be with her. Gosh why now.