I’m finding it very hard to move on. I’m finding it hard to find someone that’ll love me the way my ex loved me, it’s not about money. Someone that’ll sacrifice for me, that understands what love is. This generation is too fucked up it’s all about lust for everybody, nobody wants to put in the work. I have tried everything but my mind keeps on dwelling on him. It’s like I’m living in regret and it’s not worth it. The relationship didn’t work despite my efforts but my mind is bent on reminding me constantly. I can’t foresee myself living a long life that’s healthy like this. I’m so tired. I’m so tired all the time, I cant even open my mouth to pray.