I just had sex with one of my closest male friends. Lol I don’t even know why I did it, I’m not in love with him I don’t even like him like that and I don’t think he likes me that way too and now I’m just rethinking things and asking myself why the fuck did I actually do this. He’s the second person ever I’ve done it with. Good thing is our friendship’s the same I think, only happened yesterday let’s see