A lot of things have happened to me that people will never believe. I’m hurt beyond hurt. Been cheated on so many times. Female friends took advantage of my good gestures. I’ve always helped them, until I saw their chats calling me a fool. I fucked all 3 of them and blocked them all. The church girl I thought I would marry was cheating with the guy that leads my church singers. One of my ex even told me I’m too weak because I love too much. I don’t even have 0.01% trust in women anymore. 4years past I tried to date again but I don’t even smile or play with a woman I’m just straight forward nothing else moves me. I’ve gone on vacations to free myself but yet I feel nothing, I feel like my heart is dead.