I’m in a 1.5 year relationship and I would always love to suck my boyfriends dick alot but all of a sudden one day, his dick started irritating me. Like one day I was about to put it in my mouth and then I just lost my appetite and it was because my subconscious told me he was cheating, it’s been 2 months since I stopped and he mentions it once in a while and I told him my reason for not wanting to give him head anymore and he just said okay, it’s weird but well my feelings for him are dieing as well.