Now i see and understand the loneliness people talk about while living abroad. This is the first weekend i have not worked and the sadness came rushing in like a huge wave. All my friends had work or were doing something else. I have so much going on from bills, to saving up money and making it through a month. I miss my home. Even though i live with my uncle and his family it doesn’t feel at home when all the time i feel i am a house help or babysitter. Today i am deciding to step out and do something for myself get some food, read a book and get some skin care just to be outside from the people i live with and to find myself again. Having some problems with my long distance relationship and it makes everything worse because at times like this i would just call him and we would talk. But now i realized i have been dependent on him for my happiness and i don’t want that anymore. I want to be happy with or without him. I will try to master the art of doing things alone and see how it goes. Hopefully everything works out!