I can’t get over my ex I miss him deeply and I’ve begged him so many times to give us another chance. He keeps rejecting me, and the last time, he even laughed at me. It’s humiliating. It was my first relationship. I wasn’t unfaithful but I had a lot of growing to do and I made mistakes. We were together for years and I gave so much of myself. I feel like there’s a hole inside me I can’t fill. I’ve met other people, but I still feel stuck. Life doesn’t feel worth it right now. I’m constantly sad, and I don’t know if it’s worth living if I’ll always feel like this, it’s been 2 years now.