I unconsciously let go of a self taught skill which would have made me a millionaire by now because I couldn’t continue putting myself out there, focused more on schooling and as at then the business wasn’t this saturated, no I’m not lazy. Now I’m done learning another skill, still coming up. At this point I don’t know why I can’t keep up with putting myself out there, self esteem too poor, people still call me ugly, currently at my lowest, relationship zero