It’s been thrice or more now that I’ve been broke and needy and she had the capacity to come through but didn’t, she would rather save it for herself. Brought them up but she will turn defensive. I do everything for her and even borrow to ensure her needs are sorted. It’s been 3 years and never for once has she gifted me nor ever willingly sorted her tp to see me. She’s godly and prays for me. I intend to propose soon but I’m scared if she will be able to stand by me when the chips are down. I’ve never touched her body in bid to honour God and her so no one says I’m getting sex.