He cheated and I forgave him, but nothing is the same. I’m easily irate when he’s around me. When he tries to kiss me, I just peck and even the sex isn’t the same. Before now just him holding me and my panties are all soaked, but now his touch irritates me. He adores eating me out, but I can’t even stand him there, I feel like throwing up. I probably should just move on, but I still love him. Maybe not like I used to.