I just realized my ex never liked me, he showed me shege. He was my first boyfriend and everything and he knew, I was telling him how I kinda felt bad that he was my first everything but he got to have other experiences, this boy had the audacity to tell me that I shouldn’t feel bad, that I’m the first to give him blowjob that his ex wouldn’t, that made me feel stupid. I loved this boy so much, we are cousemates so I didn’t ask for money just attention but this guy had the audacity to cheat on me, even telling the guys who were also my coursemate about it, basically making me look stupid and he’s terrible in bed. He always sexualized me, we could be speaking on the phone I would be hearing some background sound and when I asked he said that it was nothing, I later got to find out that he was stroking his penis to my voice. He was always asking me to send nude pictures and would send a picture of his hand penis unsolicited. Men deserve the kind of women they get and I’m surely never going to be that stupid again.