I am such a lover girl that I get overly emotionally attached. This boy that I gave a chance after promising I won’t be in a relationship again after moving to the UK, I literally pushed him to get better; job wise and everything. Went through his phone 3 different times and all, he’s flirting and talking to different girls. This last one, he’s talking and even went out with this girl he blocked in front of me the very first time. But now again he’s saying they didn’t have sex or anything but refused to unfollow her on socials, mind you, he doesn’t follow me on socials anymore 😂. He claimed I went ‘digging’ ‘overreacting’ and also I caused it, giving excuses of things that happened in the relationship that’s normal . I just want to lock up but sometimes life gets lonely especially since I don’t know how to trust people that I love. It’s well, not like the relationship benefits me anyways 💔🙂. I just want genuine love, my heart is too sweet for all this wickedness I’ve experienced 😂