I’m 25 and currently serving. Since March, my only steady income has been my allawee. Every other source has dried up. I’ve basically been surviving on loan apps, and now I’m drowning. When I get paid, I send my mom something, pay off some loans, and reloan. I just realized I’m over #200k in debt. To bounce back, I need a miracle of about #300k. From there, I can try to manage on my allawee till I get a job. I’m taking courses right now, but honestly, I feel stuck. I’m living above my means without even being extravagant. My girlfriend is amazing, but I think I wouldn’t be in this deep without the relationship. I might need to ask for a break just a few weeks or months, to figure things out, then see what happens. My head burns.