Iām 20 and in my 3rd year, everything is just so hard for me. I want to learn work but donāt have money to do so, my family arenāt having it easy also, my dad has to borrow money just so I can eat in school and also to pay my fees. Iāve really been holding myself right from my first year to not have a sugar daddy but Iām starting to reconsider. My elder brother is the one helping me out, at times Iām beginning to suspect that heās getting tired and I really canāt blame him, itās either Iām the one calling or my dad is calling or my mom or my junior ones, itās too much for him and I feel like Iām bothering him sometimes. I always cry when I think about it, I donāt know what to do anymore but I canāt keep living like this, Iām almost done with school and I donāt even have a handwork. I just hope I forgive myself for what Iām about to doš.
in Confession