Is something wrong with me. I’m 26 and I still don’t know if I want kids. I’ll like to be married and I love kids, but the thought of them being messy, loud and sometimes chaotic just ticks me off wrongly. I grew up in a home of 7 kids plus my parents and I didn’t have alone times or privacy. Now I crave it more than ever. Kids are the opposite of that. I can’t even tell this to my family. I stay mute when they talk about my future children.