I turned a year older today and I feel so indifferent. Like, I can’t remember a time I was actually excited about my birthday. I’ve always been indifferent about it. I guess it’s because my dad was sick around my birthday when I was younger and he died a few weeks after it. And I always associate it with a feeling of sadness. I can remember my mom always beating me on my birthday (because I did something wrong). Basically, I’ve had a really bad association with birthdays. My only prayer is for God to build my relationship with him and good grades in all my courses 🙏🏾🥺