I’ve struggled with weight loss for years & I’m trimmed now. But there’s something about eating that scares me, fear of eating & being unable to stop, being fat again, disappointed. I go to the gym but I noticed I messed up my eating pattern. It’s been 5days & I’ve barely eaten. Just an apple. My heart got broken & I decided to wallow in self pity by getting junk & fast food. I couldn’t even take more than 2 bites. I just cried like hell & gave the food to my neighbor. I’m not okay