Tried to find my ex boyfriend, he was already in a relationship and can’t even see me or talk to me because I hurt him to marry a cheat. Tried talking to his bestfriend to beg him, me and his friend got drunk after several outings and had sex it was so good. We swore secrecy and never to even let our shadows know and also it wouldn’t happen again it’s been months. So I called him, I want him and his dick inside me again and he agreed saying he can’t forget that night. It’s wrong I know but I just can’t stop thinking about it.