Since I lost my virginity, it broke me because my ex lost hers within 3 months of university before us. Moved on, met an older friend, never had intercourse but everything else. Began to enjoy foreplay & always made her cum (thick like that of a man at times) & multiple orgasms but she had a man, I stopped, konji said no. Met another lady who wanted to explore, she never thought she could squirt & caught feelings so I ended it. Another older lady requested I block her so we don’t spoil her wedding (she never had multiple orgasms/ squirted until her 30s). Now I don’t know if my girlfriend truly loves me or she’s just dickmatized. Would I ever find love or is this talent. Don’t want to increase my little body count and casual sex isn’t my thing