The reason why my life is the way it is currently is because of fear. I have so much fear in me that it has caged me in almost all area of my life. I’m scared of making friends or even entertaining relationships because of the past hurt it has brought me, I’m scared of taking leaps on any ambition or plans I have because of how many times I’ve failed being bold/ courageous chasing things I desire. What pains me most is that I don’t learn from this failures, so fear is my savior to avoid the same fight.