I feel absolutely lost and alone, moved recently to Abuja, and now finding it difficult to get any work, don’t know anyone and all I keep hearing from people is Abuja na connection, you must know people. I have wished I didn’t take this step, no relationship to even worsen it. Is like this love thing I see everywhere is not for me. Just always at home surviving on little to nothing. Like I’m just so tired I have cried and prayed. It’s almost half of the year already. Ahhhh God