I’ve never felt so foolish in my life. God gave me everything I ever wanted, opportunities, money, intelligence, fame and I still screwed it all up by not being able to say No and being sexually loose for years. I have cried and cried for God’s mercy. My family would be ashamed of me if they knew their “champion” was secretly battling multiple STIs. I’ve contemplated suicide, but so many people are counting on me, how would they survive. I’ve prayed for forgiveness but alas it seems my time is up. No rest for the wicked, No more mercy for the sinner.