I think my girlfriend has reached that stage where she’s beginning to not love me anymore, I haven’t said anything or complained about her behavior, I have simply kept quiet and now I’m just waiting for her to finally break up with me so we can move on. I can tell because I experienced the same things before. Now the thing is it’s kinda exhausting and hurts because I really do love her. I wish I could just end it myself but I won’t because she has to be the one to do it. I’m really going to miss her and this one is going to hurt a lot, but I’ll get through it. Sometimes I wish I had already reached my goals before meeting her, that would’ve made this work. But breaking up might be good for me, I get to completely immerse myself in my work and put my head down, still hoping we continue but if we don’t then that’s how God wants it