I have adhd so I’ve gone my whole life without fully focusing on anything, I tried za 2 years back and my life has changed for the better drastically. I dunno how to tell my man because he doesn’t like girls that smoke but i like myself better with it, I’ve lost the weight I’ve been struggling with, no longer depressed, I’ve started reading and more because I found out I have the ability to focus my brain when I’m on it. He loves me more now and is interested in a family, I feel the same way but I’m rediscovering myself and I feel like he’s in love with a side that’s not truly me without za.